Rai

I’m alone,
Waiting here
At the end of time
I find myself sitting here for you to say something,
I look into your eyes and know something is wrong,

You look at me like I know what is wrong,
I feel confused
All of a sudden,
everything turns black and then white
I feel like I’m in a dream,
I look around me.
I yelled out ‘Is anyone out there?’
Person or something say this...

“Hello, can you hear me?”

I look around to see if anyone is behind me.
No is behind me.
Then I say ‘Who are you, and where am I?’
I wait for an reply,
Then I hear,

“I am the voice in your mind, You and I are the same, but you are from the present and I’m from the future and the past, I’m the one who guides you though your hardest times in your life.”

I get a weird look, How is that possible!?
‘Then how come I can not hear you then?’

What I hear next, shocks me

“Because you remain scared of the past, and that you try to fight off the memories of your past, half of you accepts the past and the other half of you is trapped in the past itself. Did you over noticed you can not remember happy memories of the past and then your remember the painful memories of past?”

I have nothing  to say, she was right!?
‘Where am I?’
then she says

“You are in mind, talking  to me, and by the way call me Rai.”

Rai? Call her Rai? That is a Japanese Name, a girl name at that and it means Trust in Japanese.
‘Why do you want me to call you Rai, it means trust?’

“Because you can trust me, that is why, you might go now”

‘What!?, What to you mean I have to -----’
Anything turns black and white again.
I look around to see that everyone is looking at me funny.
I being confused by the reaction and then I ask

“What?!, What is wrong people, Quit looking at me funny.
Then they all ask me

“Have you finally lost mind or something?”

This poem is for anyone, who can see this happening in stories to a charater....